For anyone who took the time to read the acknowledgements page
of my novel Mute before the story
starts, you might wonder why I thanked musician Tori Amos. No, Tori wasn’t my
editor. She was more like my muse.
I do most of my writing with a nice jolt of caffeine and
music playing. The music sets the mood and helps the words pour out of me.
Sometimes I link certain artists with characters in my stories. For Mute, most of the book was written listening
to Tori’s golden pipes and her fingers dancing across the ivory. Check out the YouTube links to the songs so you can listen along.
Take the Prologue and Chapter 1. They were written to Tori’s
“Little Amsterdam.” Not only does it
have a seedy Southern mood as she moans, “Little Amsterdam in a southern town,”
the lyrics have a nice connection to the story. “Girl you’ve got to know these
days, which side you’re on.” Moni must decide. Is she on the girl’s side or
will she serve her badge first?
Then in Chapter 4, when officer Moni brings Mariella to her
house for the first time, I listened to “Girl.” It’s about a woman finding independence
and getting beyond the monotony of her life. “Everybody else’s girl. Maybe one
day she’ll be her own.” This is Moni’s chance to step up and show she can do
something big.
Many of the chapters where Mariella was in school having
troubling fitting in and getting tormented by the boys were inspired by “PreciousThings.” The song starts with boys teasing her as ugly, but then Tori roars
into, “I wanna smash the faces of those beautiful boys.” Fans will recognize
that the song has sexual undertones that my story doesn’t, but I pick out the
parts that fit.
The scenes with Moni in police task force meetings getting
grilled by Sneed over her failings and trying to prove she belongs at the table
with them were inspired by “Code Red.” The song opens with the jaw dropper, “Some
say that I will and some say I won't. Victory is an elusive whore.” Any song about a six pack of Coke and a
bottle of Jack is cool with me. As Tori says, “Slip and slide my way through
this charade.” Kind of what like Moni’s doing, not walking on solid ground.
When Moni is threatened by her abusive father or her
intimidating boyfriend, I played “Silent All These Years” to capture the mood.
It’s about enduring a bad relationship, being powerless to do much about it,
but still being defiant. “I got the anti-Christ in the kitchen yellin’ at me
again. Yeah I can hear that.” No matter what, she doesn’t give up loving
herself. “But what if I’m a mermaid in these jeans of his with her name still
on it.”
What about Chapter 24, the one that was turned into an audio
slide show? That was written to “Girl Disappearing.” This is the first time
someone seriously confronts Moni with the accusation that Mariella isn’t a
normal girl. Holding the girl in her arms, Moni denies it, but she’s afraid her
accuser is right. Tori sums up the feeling: “With girl disappearing. What on
earth's occurring? 'Cause she's right in front of me.” Then she drops a little
hint of what’s to come: “So I'm running to a constellation, where they can
still see you.”
In the chapter where the authorities come to take Mariella
from Moni’s home, I went with an emotional, delicate song. Why not an angry
song? Of course, Moni is angry about the situation. But in order to channel
that anger, I have to understand what she’s afraid of. Tori’s “Mother” is about
a girl forced to leave her family, “Mother the car is here. Somebody leave the
light on. Green limousine for the redhead dancing, dancing girl. And when I dance
for him somebody leave the light on, just in case I like the dancing, I can
remember where I come from.” By feeling the desperation of a parent trying to
prevent a child from being taken away, that triggered the desperate rage needed
for this chapter.
There’s a chapter with Mariella running through the woods followed
by her teacher. It was inspired by “Black Dove (January Girl).” The mood and
the lyrics just fit. “She had a January world. So many storms not right
somehow. How a lion becomes a mouse. By the woods.” And then another hint as
Tori rips into the chorus: “You don’t need a spaceship. They don’t know you’ve
already lived on the other side of the galaxy.”
I don’t want to describe much of what happens in the latter
part of the book, because that would spoil all the fun, but I will say this.
There are many creepy parts and otherworldly scenes. Many of these passages
were written to songs from Tori’s Abnormally
Attracted to Sin. One standout is “Give”
– “So you heard I crossed over the line. Do I have regrets? Well, not yet.”
My soundtrack for these chapters also included “Strong Black Vine” and “Flavor”. The latter song really hits it by
opening with this: “Battle of the minds. Cries Below. Cries Above. You must
pick a side. Will you choose fear? Will you choose love?”
Now Mute wasn’t
written completely with one artist. I also listened to Coldplay’s “Spies” and
The Raveonettes' "Aly, Walk With Me” for many of the creepy chapters. I needed
something to make my spine tingle as I imagined fearsome things.
I used a similar technique for my upcoming novel Famous After Death, except no single
artist dominated. The theme was gritty rock. The band for the first chapter:
Velvet Revolver. Their music makes me want to do something way crazy.
